Well I talked myself off the cliff

Wow. Yesterday was pretty hostile !!
So it would appear that I was not in the best of moods yesterday when I was blogging. Having said that, it is always good to read emotional stuff...Makes you feel alive. Isn't that what a blog is supposed to capture? Isn't it more than just words on a page. It would be very dull if that is all there was. I am glad I wrote it, I don't' regret any of it, and it is certainly all true. It is good to read. I will commit to writing more emotionally from now on. You remember at school when they made you do that crap called 'freewriting' where you just had to keep writing and writing without stopping at all, even if you couldn't' think of something? Well that is what this turns out to be. I always thought it was funny because I always took it as an opportunity to hand in papers to my teachers with the words 'fuck' and 'shit' on them, and not get into trouble. They would always ask why, and I just told them it was what I was thinking. Does that mean I was a very inwards thinking, retrospective kid, or just a little bastard who like to push my teachers buttons? Hmmm, I am thinking it was more the latter, but isn't that the point of free writing? I think so.
This has been real...As it will always be from now on.