My worst blog ever: Rated 'R' or '18'

This is going to be raw. My apologies.
So today, I had the pleasure of sitting in a fucking courtroom with my ex, her bitch of a lawyer and my lawyer (nice guy...but equally creepy in a lawyer kind of way). Steph arrived also which was a nice relief.
That was it. We sat, and we argued and argued and argued and argued and argued and....well, you get the point. The shit that we were arguing about was absolutely trivial. I was bored out of my mind. Seriously. I was completely bored as time went on. The whole time I was thinking that this is about a little 4 year old girl who loves her parents equally, but doesn't realize her mother is a loathsome cunt whore of a woman who is out to bleed me dry of every fucking dime I have. I am soooo fucking mad right now. Can you tell? If you asked a neutral they would probably say I came out better. That is because her stance was so damn bad to begin with she was bound to lose ground. The judge was actually pretty nice. Steven Mauther I think his name was. Nice guy. Reasonable and very straight forward.
Here is the capper though, and this is what set me off and what has made be in this mood that I really should not be writing this blog right now....at the end of the court session after the judge had left, my ex hands me a piece of paper that has Naomi's new enrollment information on it for her new daycare. She presents it in this grandiose way where she is being a good mother and "look what I am giving Simon, aren't I good" kind of way. So I thank her, I look at it and it is exactly what she said...the enrollment paperwork. I glance down and in the box where is says to list Naomi's parents it has her name and STEVE'S !!! What the fuck???? So I call her on it, and she says oh it's just guardian too. I reply he is not even her guardian!!! This pissed me off so bad. So she just blew it off. I turn the page and there she lists everyone that is able to pick her up from daycare. I am second (after herself) and there is Steve also....and low and behold he is listed as her step parent. What the fuck #2??????
Under the circumstances this was not a good time to be viewing this, but it gets to the core of the problem. We have a controlling mother here who cannot get a grip on reality who wants me to be out of Naomi's life completely.
If you are reading this and thinking 'what the hell is the big deal' the fuck off and don't read my blog anymore. You obviously don't understand my situation and you don't have any right reading my ramblings.
Sorry for the language.